Patience. I have none. This week we were contacted by our agency that it is time to get ready for our homestudy update. That means we have been approved for almost a year. And it is frustrating to know that we have many more months of waiting to go. I want to go get our boy, sooner rather than later. I want to know his personality.
We get very limited info in the few updates we have gotten. I know that it isn't any one person's fault, and I know I should be grateful for the info we do have. I bet I sound bratty, and I can own that. This is hard. I saw another blog yesterday and was thrilled to see that family had received many, many pictures of their little guy, and some videos. I know that means so much to waiting parents. It made me think. Is M getting the same love and attention that this little guy was obviously getting. I have noticed some things in the little info we have gotten that has made me ask some questions about M and his "development." I don't feel like we have gotten satisfactory answers so far, and maybe there aren't any until we meet him, but it does cause me pause. Not huge pause, but still a nagging thought, concern, question. I may be wrong but I can't help but think more info, pictures, maybe a video could shed some light and help put me at ease.
Patience...adoption is definitely a practice in patience. Oh which, if you know me you know, I have NONE. Grrrr.
M we love you, and I hope one day we will all look back on these posts and laugh, for now I will be practicing my patience.
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